3月28日竭誠為主

328 豈無誤解?

我們再往猶太去吧。門徒說……你還往那裡去嗎?(約十一7-8

我可能不明白主耶穌的話,但若如此說他的話有錯,就很危險了。若以為順服神的一句話會羞辱耶穌,這是絕對錯誤的想法,唯一羞辱主的是不順服他。我用自己的觀點來維護他的榮耀,代替了聽從他明確的命令,必然是錯的;即使動機的確是想避免叫主受辱。從神來的意思,可從那安靜而持續的感動認出來。但當我要反復思考、權衡得失時,隨之而來是疑慮爭辯,我就是把不屬神的東西帶了進來。於是便知道,這意思是不對的。我們多半忠於自己對耶穌的概念,甚少忠於他自己。(試問我們中間有多少人是忠於他的?)忠於耶穌就是聽命開步,不憑眼見(太十四29),忠於我自己對耶穌的概念,就是在理智上鋪了路。信心不是理智的了悟,信心是在未見之先,立志委身於他。

你是否反復自辯,要靠耶穌走信心之路呢?還是你自己應付?用歡喜快樂的心,無所顧忌地順服他吧。當他這樣對你說,而你卻心裡反復思量,這是因為你對他的榮譽有所顧慮,而其實你所認為的榮譽,並非主的榮譽。你到底是忠於耶穌?還是忠於你對神的概念?你是忠於他所說的話?還是拿那不出於他的觀點來折衷妥協?他告訴你們什麼,你們就作什麼。

祈禱噢,主啊,我何等需要靠近你。當你進入我的生命,我何需顫抖?


March 28 Isn’t There Some Misunderstanding?

“Let us go into Judea. His disciples say unto Him .
. . Goest Thou thither again?” John 11:7-8

I may not
understand what Jesus Christ says, but it is dangerous to say that therefore He
was mistaken in what He said. It is never right to think that my obedience to a
word of God will bring dishonour to Jesus. The only thing that will bring
dishonour is not obeying Him. To put my view of His honour in place of what He
is plainly impelling me to do is never right, although it may arise from a real
desire to prevent Him being put to open shame. I know when the proposition
comes from God because of its quiet persistence: When I have to weigh the pros
and cons, and doubt and debate come in, I am bringing in an element that is not
of God, and I come to the conclusion that the suggestion was not a right one.
Many of us are loyal to our notions of Jesus Christ, but how many of us are
loyal to Him? Loyalty to Jesus means I have to step out where I do not see
anything
cf. Matt. 14:29; loyalty to my notions means that I clear
the ground first by my intelligence. Faith is not intelligent understanding,
faith is deliberate commitment to a Person where I see no way.

Are you debating
whether to take a step in faith in Jesus or to wait until you can see how to do
the thing yourself? Obey Him with glad reckless joy. When He says something and
you begin to debate, it is because you have a conception of His honour which is
not His honour. Are you loyal to Jesus or loyal to your notion of Him? Are you
loyal to what He says, or are you trying to compromise with conceptions which
never came from Him? “Whatsoever He saith unto you, do it.”

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